Hi follower/reader! Right now you are reading this goodbye note. Hopefully you read every line in this letter or at least where you fall under (which will be found later when you scroll down). Goodbye. This word never fails to disappoint. Oh, I have lost the will to backtrack and it’s also useless, if I did then just post this right after. BTW, I tend to skip from one point to another because I will forget my point or I want to skip it.

Tumblr, this one social networking site eats up time. My time, your time, our time. (Lol I’m like advertising a watch or sth anyway going back). I admit… I love Tumblr. You love it too, right? Oh yes you do. It consumes us daily. It’s a drug, very addicting. You just can’t seem to get out of it, can’t you? 

But as I leave I don’t also want to sound I did not have anything hidden from you guys. I (sometimes, well most of the time, kinda) reblogged only those for my followers, you guys, wanted to see. Even leaving out those I wanted to reblog but instead liked them so I could please people. This is one thing I hate about myself, the need to please people. I also have some unsaid thoughts about people here in Tumblr. I am not revealing what are those. Those are pretty scary thoughts though. Also, Tumblr was not really like this (i.e. immediate gifs, fan wars, editing photos that are not even allowed to be) when I joined. It has changed literally and figuratively.

I never really intended to stay even this long. Given the workload by the amazing people called teachers, those who are pains in the ass or simply fun or chill. This term is the term we’re starting to work on our thesis. If you were in my place, you’d feel the same about leaving or being on hiatus for A LONG PERIOD OF TIME. I cannot afford to lose focus and get distracted. There’s too much at stake. I wish I was not exaggerating but you see my mind works in a way that sometimes, the little things become a big deal – whatever. 

As for coming back, I don’t know when I will. I plan to but I’m debating if I still will as well. I have this bargain on my head, it’s either I go OL once a week and backtrack that or don’t go OL any longer. I wish I had time management skills. I AM A BACKTRACKER. It is in our nature to update ourselves even if the news is 2-5 days old or anything related to Tumblr – yeah we just like updating ourselves. 

I am not deleting my Tumblr and leaving this idle until I come back, if I want to. I will be the most inactive blog on Tumblr so I suggest you go violate the unfollow button, if you have not unfollowed me before, or like one, you have the option to wait. Again, I cannot guarantee you I’m coming back soon.

Let’s not also consider this goodbye as me giving up on you or Super Junior. 

I don’t want to end this oh-so bitterly. Let’s consider this goodbye as a happy ending, without a prince. There’s a protagonist walking on this vast, unfamiliar land, with the sun rising full of opportunities but let’s not forget the difficulties lay ahead – which might cause the downfall of the protagonist but of course the protagonist prevails.

I do not want to be biased to those I want to write letters to instead I categorized you guys, if you fall under that category/group, you read that part only, lol, you’re not restricted to the other groups, I’m just saying, I organized you guys. 

LOL

To my follower-following friends (those who talk to me in Twitter or in my Tumblr ask), you never fail to give color to my life; I hope I have given color to yours too. Don’t worry; I won’t be gone in Twitter. You are free to talk to me there, promise. Thank you for believing in me and giving me words of encouragement. Thank you for the time you have spent talking to me. I am awkward and boring. Nevertheless, I will miss you here on Tumblr and let’s not talk more on Twitter (lol just kidding).  I love you all.

If you are just a follower, THANK YOU FOR FOLLOWING, I’m sorry I’m not able to tell all those who have followed me that since your ask boxes are not open. D: Anyway, I’m sorry for the long and sometimes Tagalog tags. I get carried away. If there are those who want to talk with me, my twitter account will be posted here later.

If you by chance someone I follow and read this but do not follow me back, I also thank you for the entertainment that you have supplied on my dashboard. You are awesome to me. 

If you are someone who I follow and follow me but we rarely talk, Thank you so much again. I wish we could have talked about random stuff. Hehe. I’m just too shy to talk with you. I’m sorry. D:

If you are an unfollower probably reading this, well, I’m a good sport… sometimes. Thank you for previously following me! I’m also guilty of unfollowing people, don’t worry. You are not alone. Well if I said sorry on my posting habits that would be wrong right? There were those that I posted/reblogged that did not suit your interests, there were those you felt it was wrong to reblog, or whatever, right? Well I wanted to post them, it’s my blog. But past is past, your loss not mine. Just saying.

To my college friends, lol. Hahaha. I will miss the Tumblr jokes. I will not be updated on the latest Tumblr jokes the moment I have to ask one of you to change my password, but please share the jokes not my password. Haha. Let’s not also lose hope and faith in what we’re doing and ourselves. I might get carried away because of the stress, I’m now saying sorry for that. I am very blessed to call you my friends. I love you all, always. 

Here’s a message to Super Junior as well (lol as if they’re going to read this but I just wanted to say it now).  Super Junior, I am thankful to you for giving me happiness. Even if I’m leaving a site in which it updates news about you when there is something is up, I will still support you no matter what happens even if I’m late on the news for 2-3 days or even a week. It is also because of you, Suju, I gained new friends. I will still celebrate your anniversary on November but not as grandeur as most people on Tumblr.  I wish to give the fifteen of you (anyone have a problem with that?) a hug (lol). I will miss spazzing over you on Tumblr. I will leave the fandom in time but not now. There’s still too much to lose. 

Wow, this has been long and dramatic. I’m sorry about that. I have to move forward and become responsible. Here are my parting words: I will miss you all, never give up on yourselves, thank you to each and every one of you. I love you. Goodbye.

Oh btw, something random before I go:

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